real homies

been chillin at the house all day, thinkin about my life in the bay,
the 5-1-0 is where i stay, aint no gangsta in any way,
im just a simple man, maybe the man with a plan,
got lots of homies get as much as i can, its always good to have people
by your side, especially ones that dont run and hide,
i love my friends, i know they got my back, someone try and run up,
they'll give you a smack, as long as they've got mine, i got theirs
dont hang with us if you one of them squares,
we roll together, we smoke together, we talk about what we want whenever,
we drink together, we think together, we know we gonna be homies forever,
im greatful for mine, you should be for yours, keep only the ones with open doors....


By: Yours Truly

you say...but never do

you know, theres alot of fakes in the world, and...i just dont likem

you say you'll be there for me, but when im down you aint there to care for me,
whenever i need to talk, id try to call you, and ask to go for a walk,
but it just rang and rang, your phone i kept blowin up,
but it went to call forwarded so i guess you really dont care enough,
then hella days later you try and get back to me, saying sorry but it aint that easy,
especially when i know you were screenin my calls, it makes me feel like im thrown against a wall,
this great brick behemoth that keeps taunting me, puttin me down and crushing my feelings,
and now i ask this, how can a human treat another human like a bottle to be filled with piss,
use it for minute, then throw it away, they move on like its just an ordinary day,
so please if your a fake just stay outta my life, maybe even let your best friend a razorblade or knife,
cause im tired of bullshit and tired of excuses, if your one of them, to me your just usless.....


By: Yours Truly

wish upon a star

twinkle twinkle, a wish upon a star, for a significant other i search, but all seem so far,
i try and make everyone around me happy, yet i cant seem to make myself that way,
i keep a smile on my face, try and have as much fun as i can everyday,
but deep down, that feelings still there, the feeling of a special person not there,
ill keep searching till the day i die, but hopefully she will come soon and make me her guy,
at that moment in time ill be the happiest i could ever be, because right then ill know its just you and me
but until then ima be in a slump, ill just try to go through life through its curves and bumps....


By: Yours Truly

a heart never fed....

the heart must be fed, otherwise it might one day stop dead, no more beat, because a melody wasnt there to drive it on, the music of love is silent..then gone...

By: yours truly

shot down

you know, its like, everytime i come close, i get pushed to the side, and shot down again....and again....

i put my feelings out there, give you every kind of sign
but you show me nothing, and deep down i feel like im dying
piece by piece, vein by vein, these feelings i have for you, i just cant explain
i try so hard to show you that i care, but you leave me hangin in this cold dark air
i love the way you smile, love the way you talk, its only with you when i feel the strength to walk
if you feel the same for me as i do for you, we should be together and live our life through and through
if you ever shed a tear, you know that im here, ill take you in with a warm embrace, and put a smile on that
beautiful face, but if you keep hiding all your feelings, then with these bad memorys you'll have to keep dealing,
why must you torment my mind like this, all i think about is you and your sweet kiss
we've shared special times, and for you i write these rhymes,
but i keep getting shot down, and you leave me sitting here with nothing but a frown....

by: Yours Truly

Heads Bangin

my head is bangin, its really poundin,
with all these thoughts of you, the days without
you im still countin, and they go by so slow,
something about you is disrupting my mental flow,
i havent heard your voice in a while, but all i really
wanna see is you and that impecable smile, just to
look upon you is an experience, even for just an
instance, my heads still spinnin, but if i have you
ill always be grinnin =]...

By: Yours Truly

Hard To Seek

theres always that one, thats the hardest to get
you keep seeing glimpses, shadows here and there
but she is something that keeps away from your net,
you keep pushin and keep trying, even when weak
its just a repeating game, of go hide and seek,
but one day, you'll get her, one day you'll finally be happy
and all yo wildest dreams will happen in that single moment,
it'll feel like all your wishes on a star, and coins in a fountain
had just become recognized and gave in a present,
so keep chasing, dont eva stop, play hide and seek until you find
the one your supposed to keep.

another By: Yours Truly